Tuesday, December 01, 2009
3:23 PM
yesterday, instead of spending some time with my mom and do some fyp at home, i decided to spend some time with my gfs right after her text message, ON ASKING ME OUT.Im sure enough each and everyone of you will have that excitement to meet your gf.but sadly, this gf of mine dont. she cancelled on me at the first hour of waiting for her and another gf at ion orchard. THANKS! can you imagine, from my grandmom's place, i rushed home to get ready, out and waited. and she cancelled on me knowing that she's the one who asked me out. i thought it should be me to cancel on her. her reason you ask? she's broke, pay not yet in and she lost her mood.
Now you tell me. would you do the same thing to your boyfriend? no right. why? cus he's someone special to you. you'd always wanna see him and stuffs. the same goes to your friends, darling. if they're somebody special to you, it would never cross your mind to do that. WITHOUT EVEN AN APOLOGY in the message. well, unless im just your random friend. which is what i am beginning to feel. is that what i am? a random friend? you want your friends to be there for you. but would you do the same?im not a saint but this is what i have to say.fitnah adalah lebih buruk dari membunuh.so what does 'janji yang tidak ditepati' make you, my friend?now you tell me. cus im nobody to judge....enough of that. the thought of that makes me angrier
on a lighter note, guess what came in the mail today!!
saw the 'if undelivered' address from THE BASTARD MOVEMENT.
and that instant i knew it was lee!
i guess this is for me for not able to attend to the Mocca event.
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!
makes me feel like a kid who just got her first colour pencil set!
"i've got the best thing in the world...."

in my possession
Friday, November 27, 2009
7:23 PM


"ALL THAT GLITTERS IS GOLD CLASS"
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
3:06 PM

rindu banget!
the previous post was my late dad's nicely done grave.
im really happy with it. a perfect home for him.
next few pictures of baby and i on our dinner at manhattan fish market.
im broke. yet happy. and i eat non-stop.
my chubby face tells it all.
my darlas who went for the SIA interviews,
there is always other airlines or other times.
my prayers are always with you.
baby just got a new toy machine.
an iTouch. which suddenly makes me wanna own an iPhone.
but NOOO! my bill is gonna get crazier than it already have.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
10:24 PM
12:49 PM
inhuman
Thursday, November 19, 2009
11:03 AM
got this from someone's facebook.
A Quote from a famous philosopher SNH :p
I strongly believe that one will never be happy if one would never stop looking back. If one can’t let go of the past, things from the past will haunt, but again, it can only haunt if one let them to. I believe that people are only remembered if one refuse to forget them, therefore it’s matter of choice. It is either live or survive, be the hero or the victim. At the end of the day, it is really down to the matter of choice you made.
comments:
anonymous1
i realy like this quote, very motivating and inspiring. .whoever wrote this must be a super genius and a wonderful person. bless the person. :)
account owner
wahahaah!! oh my god.. yeah. i seriously like it too..i feel motivated. im glad that this genius here decided to share it with the whole world.. Amin. Bless you back....
anonymous2
Sometimes, the choice an individual makes might not be the choice he/ she makes independent of others. If this quote is about what makes us humans different from animals, then sure. If not, this quote does not justify us as a person because humans are interdependent on one another, believe it or not =)
oh i totally agree with anonymous2. but wait. was that an animal that she just compared you to? awww.. how sad. i hope you're not offended, account owner. but it just shows how inhuman you are. i've always thought you knew what you were doing. but i was wrong all along.
for those of you who knows who this is. stop trying to defend her cus you should very well know that what she's doing is wrong. someone used to be so dear to me; left her family, betrayed her cousins and friends. oh did i mention, rejected my call on my dad's funeral? not once. but twice? not even a condolence text msg. just a shoutout in her facebook wall which i can't even read cus she's not in my friend's list. and and how about sneaking in on raya morning just to leave your father some money and clothes and sneak out back before he could wake up and see you; and most importantly, for you to seek forgiveness? why haven't i thought of that.. you could do that to your dad. then i guess that would make my dad a total stranger to you. so are you still not inhuman? you decide.
well done, account owner. you just prove your 'worthiness' to me. As of now, you're non-existent. *poof* as easy as that. =)
new moon
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
2:52 PM
my desire to catch the latest twilight saga: new moon, is burning.
everyday without fail, i'll make the gv website a must to visit.
just to start booking my for the tickets!
WHEN CAN I START BOOKING ALREADY!??!???
so i was browsing through the gv site just now and stumbled upon this.
Watch TWILIGHT and THE TWILIGHT
SAGA: NEW MOON back to back with free flow of popcorn & drinks! You get
to watch the sequel a day before it opens. Students pay only $24 per ticket
(applicable only to Special Student Session) when you flash your matriculation
card at any GV Box Office!Members need to login to their membership account or
present card to enjoy special price of only $24 per ticket (applicable to both
Special Student and Evening Sessions).
and i'm pissed off that i cant watch it! cus i've already promise baby to catch it with him!
=((((((((( sadddded. $24. almost the price i'd be paying for to watch it in gold class.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
9:29 PM
still feels like he's here. but just away.
mom sounded really happy when she told me she dreamt of dad.
honestly, sometimes it feels like he's still here. but just away.
so whenever anyone of us dreams about it, it feels like he just gave us a call..
an overseas call? i miss him. alot.
anyways. my dearest boyfriend forced me to blog about him to let the world know how great a boyfriend he is. oh did i mention he wants 3 whole page of it? though i dont know how that is possible. but i mean ofcourse if i were to write about the whole of 9 months together with him, it will be more than just that 3 pages; be it good or bad.
but i'm tired... hehe! just took some medication and my eyelids are getting heavier.
so... some other time k darling. most of all, i love you.
7:07 PM
still in school. so i decided to blog abit.
most of the time, i see myself being alone.
be it in school or outside.
and i make each second counts.
cus i love being alone.
nanagi! thousand and one stories, all in an evening with you!
syaf's bday tmr. i've yet to get her anything.
cus im broke!
i've decided to ditch my dreams for someone who matters to me most.
i'm the only one she can depend on now.
if i'm not here, then who else can?
settled. in 2 to 3 months time.
cash is depleting.
i need to graduate soon and start working..... or who else is gonna support us?